Conflicts

When I say conflicts I don't mean the kind that result in fights, arguments, or even break-ups. Conflicts for me are internal, just my brain and heart fighting against each other; one trying to convince the other. My latest conflict is over..........you guessed it......a guy. If you've read my previous posts its the same guy that I'm trying not crush over. However, since I have come back to school I've seen him nearly three times this week. Which I originally thought would be fine because I believed that I wasn't crushing over him anymore. This theory still reigned true until last night when I had ANOTHER dream about him....yes another. It had something to do with helping his friend move some of his stuff. Idk what it means. It makes me wonder if my heart/conscience/God is trying to tell me something about this boy and I'm just not understanding. Because in my mind I believe I don't have feelings for him, when I see him I don't get the same feelings anymore and I was happy about that. However, recently I have been having numerous dreams about him--more than when I was head over heals in like with him. So idk what to make of it....but its really frustrating when your trying to get over something yet it keeps popping back up. I just wish my brain and heart could come to a consensus about this topic.