To say that this semester was hectic would be an understatement. Being the president of NPHC, dealing with classes, and participating in my own sorority the last few months have been a blur. Thankfully, tomorrow will be considered the last day of the fall semester. Where do I begin in describing this semester? First, I was completely excited that I no longer had feelings for my ex-crush because it took a weight off my shoulders. Since it meant that I no longer would worry about ever dating him or anything....I was free, so I thought (but that's another story). Not thinking about him constantly gave me spare head space to think about productive things like graduate school, graduating, SENIOR YEAR...you know, fun stuff. However, since he is in NPHC I still have to see him frequently, but its cool. Ohhh & now he has a girlfriend...a delta....and they are such cakers because you see them hold hands, kissing in public...nasty. Its not like I'm jealous but I just don't like such p.d.a.
Second, this semester has been a HUGE time of development in my walk with God because this semester God revealed to me that I have the gift of healing through the creepiest dream EVER. I casted out a demon out of my younger brother with the help of my mother. I was soooooo scared after this dream since I had never experienced a dream like this. Being scared of what God had enstored for me...I ran, for weeks. During this time I couldn't sleep, I was eating randomly...it was bad. So I eventually surrendered to God, releasing my gifts over to him. Then the next week after we came back from church my hands started feeling weird, then they began to radiate heat...my hands were soooooo hot. To top it off when my friends (who are spiritually sensitive) touched my hands it would send tingles up their arms. Idk what God wants me to do with this gift, but I'm open to anything & everything. Believing that I'm blessed that God choose me to use, trusting me with this gift...so I better be greatful & use it for the glory of Him.
This semester was crazy but memoriable......low key I'm kinda going to miss my undergrad years.
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